Spoken language and body language.
Through language and movement we come into relationship with ourselves and with our environment. Coming from a background of law and humane sciences, language has always been an important means of expression and communication for me. A means, also, to explain oneself and to understand others. To precise individuality and to create community. That is mainly why I speak/understand six languages.
But how do I communicate when language has
not (yet) been differentiated?
Where there is no common language? With
children, speakers of foreign languages, thinkers of foreign thoughts?
How can I find ways, to connect my
experiences in dance with my language? Speak before and while I dance. Speak
afterwards.
Some of the following projects show my work
around philosophical themes through language, body and art. I crystallized
moments of body talk into pictures, and then
let myself get inspired to words by these
pictures days, weeks, months later. In this process thoughts took form that had
flown through me equally or similarly in the instance of movement. And
sometimes totally new connections came forth. Ideas fledged and evoked new movements:
They became the inspiration for my dance. They became the foundation for my
course descriptions and course contents (e.g. Body and
Time; The Body Unveiled) and thus have
moved others, who then again have worded their experiences. A potentially indefinite
chain of movement and language.
Below you will find my dance and my thoughts on diverse topics.
I would love to experience Contact.Links, what you have to “say” to this – in whatever language you choose: through dance, art, being concise and sharp, philosophical…
These could be the themes of our dialogue:
Body & Time
Body & Space
Oak & I
Concepts
The Body Unveiled
Balance
Holding & Letting Go
Embodied Evolution
Body and time

We are nowadays able to measure time more exactly than spatial distance.
So I ask myself: How does my body express itself in time?
How can my dance become dense, present for myself and my audience? How can my legs become fast, my look long, almost timeless? Where in my body does time seem to stand still, where does a precise pulsation carry me from beat to beat? The body knows more than 800 rhythms – which of these drummers do I follow and what effects have the drummers of others? Do I merge in the present movement or do I live the next one already? Stillness and dynamics. Stress and eternity. Linear and circular understanding of time. Embryology and movement in times of gravity. And: How can I use these states for my dance, movement, daily life?
With methods of Body-Mind Centering we will approach the different understanding of time in particular places and cells of our body, will explore and embody it, so that in each moment we can wilfully call on it. We will be visiting: Heart. Breathing. Blood capillaries. Nerve synapses. Voice. Glands. Sense Organs. Immune system. Basic movement patterns in the womb and in our first time on earth.
Body and Space

Ah, space around me.
And if I wait till it
unfolds even more?
And then grow into
it?
Space around us – how far can we experience it? With
our senses? With our movement?
And: how can we use it? To again and again re-find
balance…
How much space is present for us while we move? How much space do we allow ourselves? How big do we allow our body to expand?
Experiencing, filling, sharing and leaving spaces.
In which directions and spatial planes does our body organize itself? Where are its anchor points in the outer and inner space? Navel center, vertical axis and horizontal membranes. Spaces in our joints. Spaces between our toes, behind the hollows of our knees, under our armpits…
Space as a platform. Which new spaces might open up for our thinking?
This theme offers a lot of space for questioning and then exploring on the answers. Space for improvisations, alone and with others. Space for joy. Space for experiences.
Oak and I
The following pictures and thoughts are
taken from my final project “Oak and I” for the BMC practitioner program. The
theme was “Distal initiation of movement”, i.e. how to start movement in the
periphery of our body (fingers, toes, head, tail) and where does that take us?
The project consisted of a book with photos and poems and a 20 minutes showing.
Location and partner: big oak tree on Hampshire College campus, Amherst, MA., near soccer field.
How it evolved:
my father had just died and there I was, no family,
means (to me?) less support, less boundaries,
and then this lust for life emerging from inside,
this knowing of “enough supporting postures”.
Let me reach out and find support externally.
And here I read:
“…we don’t live on the ground enough, and thus we lose … distal initiations”
(Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen in an interview in CQ5:2, Winter 1980 with Lisa Nelson and Nancy Stark Smith = Sensing Feeling and Action, Body-Mind Centering® - Books, page 58).
My explorations took me to questions
- of support and where do we expect support to come from. There was a moment when I happily thought that this generous tree is offering me branches wherever I need them. But then I realized that it is more that I just adapt to reality and content myself with whatever is offered. There were definitely places where there were no branches. Yet I was all content. Why would it be so much more difficult to be content with whatever branches people offer and not ask them to grow new ones?
- of balance. What is distal and what is proximal after all? What is outer and what is inner? What is up and what is down? It all became indifferent at times – but then gravity helped to find grounds (and once I fell). Gravity is a partner we can always count on.
- of who I was and who my relatives were. After days and days in
the tree, we became so familiar. Birds landed right next to me,
woodpeckers dove for food deeply into the oaks branches, squirrels filled
their bellies for the near winter and looked at me in unconcerned
surprise. I felt connected to everyone and everything.
- And many more.
touch

tasting input

starfish on tree

extremities

changing roots

eyes

Concepts

How strong are our patterns in movement, thought, behaviour? How to find new possibilities: From the movement patterns of the (first) cell all the way to our movement patterns in relation to gravity?
How tight
or free or fluid is our approach to dance, movement, sensual experience, to
age, to the essence that distinguishes the self from the other?
Chögyam Trungpa (Shambhala):
„Slowing
down any impulse is said to be the best way to begin.”
We will
explore entrance ways for slowing down in our nervous system. We will examine
different structures in the immune system, the permeability of membranes, our
preconceptions for the sense organs, our reflexes and Basic Neurological
Patterns. With silence and voice.
The Body Unveiled

Behind the veils
there is more
to be discovered:
Magic.
Structure.
Life.
But: what is this actually, that expresses itself? Which parts of our body are actually familiar to us? And: which ones do rarely come into expression, which ones do mostly stay hidden behind veils of dim attention?
BMC will
help us raise some of these veils off our body, show us pathways to the
unfamiliar, open our senses for all that is still waiting in the hidden
unknown. This will happen mostly in guided or free movement studies, besides
also through anatomical and physiological demonstrations, facilitation of voice
and breath. We will visit: Organs. Fluids. Senses and Perception. And many
more. An explorative journey without end…
Balance

In dance,
in daily life: sometimes we are moving without any connection to the earth, the
space around us, to others, to our own body. This is one version to stay in
balance. But there are others:
Which structures, which circumstances of our environment can we use for our
movement, our behavior? And: how do we use them in the cycle of possibilities
of yield – push – reach – pull?
Which inner, which outer spaces are available for us in order to reach out or move towards the center? Which directions and spatial planes? Which body?
Seemingly familiar, and yet…
Body-Mind Centering provides a method for us to recognize our anatomical and kinaesthetic patterns. We will explore our own preferences and find new options. We will research the most different aspects of balance:
Holding and letting go

holding
holding
on
holding
on
letting
go
flow
flow
on
holding
and
so
on
Holding on and letting go – two unbridgeable opposites?
We will explore the transitions from one state to the other: emotionally as well as qualitatively in expression and movement. On our own and in improvised contact with others we will playfully find their rich shades from fluent to abrupt, just as we choose. The necessary physical experience of being held (by the earth’s gravity) will serve as a prerequisite for our letting go of the habitual. We might then perceive the letting go of control not so much as a loss, but rather as a simple moving on into the next situation.
On this basis we will work on and make use of the Release technique in dance and movement, nourished by our inner letting go of concepts, ideas and expectations.
The main topics on this journey are the body’s innate reflexes and fluids, the vestibular/equilibrium system in the inner ear and the nerve receptors in the joints, the interplay of muscle fibres and facial layers, the flow within our connective tissue.
Embodied Evolution
when I first
came
out of the water
I found myself dry
and surrounded by walkers
suspended between
earth and heavens
how to not feel the
separation
how to stay whole
I returned and came back
and returned crying wet
till one moment of growth
I found flow deep inside
waves tides and still water
and warm wisdom mounted
that there has never been
separation
I can go and come back
it’s all one
